11 Carrying death with you on your beautiful quest New life calls. I circle the vastness, potency and intelligence of the Self.1 It's a lifelong quest. I will die and be reborn many times. The Self sees my quest as…
2 The reason for your life lies deeper I stand at the tiller of my boat. I have goals; aspirations, hopes. Yet, something is desperately wrong; something’s missing. I hear the Self calling me deeper. I let go. Trust. Return…
9 I am Creation, not Creator In a dream, I’m in space looking down at the blue ball of the Earth. I’m given a double icon. The icon contains living images of the natural world; animals, birds, insects, fish, whales,…
8 Who are you? Who are you? In a dream, I'm falling into an abyss of unfathomable darkness. Suddenly I’m held by cupped hands. I feel shocked. I realise I’m safe. Spontaneously I cry out; ‘Who are you? Who are…
7 I want you to study the Book of Lament I dream I’m a student at a Bible College. I begin to leave the central area of the College to follow the other students into a lecture hall. As I…
6 I want you to learn Eucharistic Healing In the dream, I’m approached by a therapist. The therapist asks: ‘What are you doing?’ I reply; ‘I’m going to Polytech to up-skill.’ (I plan to train as a counsellor). The therapist…
5 ‘Do not live in the circle of ever brightening good news’ In a dream, I meet an Abbess. 1 The Abbess is an emissary of an ancient order of feminine healers within the World Soul. The Abbess takes me…
4 You are Ishi; they stand apart In the dream, I walk the heartlands of Africa. Two elders approach. They’re dark, small; like Bushmen. I understand they’re ‘discerning the tribes.’ They ask if I want my tribe discerned. I say…
3 Tom Bombadil has arrived In the depths of the night, I hear the words; ‘Tom Bombadil has arrived.’ As I wake I realise something very important is happening. I fill with awe. It’s the first time I’ve received a…
2 The Self! The Self! The Self! In the dream, a fiery sun 1 rises over the horizon of the sea. Over and over I shout; ‘The Self! The Self! The Self!’ I feel awe and holiness. Something deeply significant…